Its a new day but it all feels old, its a good life, thats what i'm told
but everything it all just feels the same

My situations just keep getting better and better. As time passes, as every single day passes, I just keep getting fed more reasons for my life to be such a ball of stress that sooner or later, i'm just going to explode. I'm going to blow up in the middle of the halls one day and whoever has to clean up my remains is going to be PISSED. And what could I possibly have to complain about today? Well for starters these damn kids at my house are stressing me out to the point of being homocidal... But thats of no matter b/c nobody cares...

If one more person asks me about college, i'm going to snap. Three people at work asked me about college crap today and all three of them did the exact same thing to me that Chad and Josh did. Can I have no peace? I don't know what i'm going to do yet. I don't know where i'm going, i don't even know where i'm going to live. i'm scared out of my goddamn mind about everything because i have no plan and my options are so limited that it burns. I can't make a plan because i have no stable living conditions, SO STOP ASKING ME ABOUT MY FUTURE!!!!!!!!!! It would be much appreciated.

Along with this situation, my boss has also decided to cut her staff down by more than half. which means i am now working a grand total of 3 hours and 45 minutes a week... My luck really is turning up. Things just keep on getting better for me. I swear, if my fortune is any greater, i might just bust with joy... Honestly though, i don't think the job thing has set in yet. So if you think i'm a wreck now, just you wait until it really sinks in that i pretty much don't have a job and nobody withing driving distance is hiring. Not to mention that i don't drive. What i think is really nice is that my boss didn't even tell me that I was no longer working Team training anymore. She had someone else do it for her, so i don't even know what the situation is. Man, the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is just overflowing with blessings now isn't it?

If my luck gets any worse, i'm going to throw myself into the deepest darkest hole i can find and sit there and rot until the entire world can smell me decaying...

Other than that, i'm feelin' fine! ;D
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I wrote that earlier but it wouldn't post, which i probably should have taken as a sign to not ... post... but i'm just that stubborn. I feel a lot better. I always do at the end of a Sunday night. For whatever reason, they always go okay for me, Sundays. Even Super Bowl Sunday worked out for the better. Talked to Wes a little, which generally puts a smile on my face, and i just got back from Everetts house. We watched this movie, Oh Brother Where Art Thou?, and i really liked it. Defanantly a movie i'd watch again. Its really late right now, so i'm going to frolick off, finish my stuff and consider a relatively restless night of sleep. And with that i bid you adieu, until, of course, we meet again. Tah.