The nightmares are all missing and the monsters can't be found
And in thier place there seems to be good feeling all around
Instead of screams I swear I can hear music in the air...

Yesterday wasn't exactly what i'd call a great day. I did manage to find okayness between the hours of about 6:30 and 10:45 pm, but it was shortlived. Between all the issues we had yesterday with neighborhood kids and then coming home to the ever ringing phone... I'm beginning to become impatient with this. Last night was one of the worse nights i've had in a while. The phone only rang about 8 times in the time i was home before it finally stopped till this morning, which is really pretty short considering what we usually get. Last night I felt more alone than I've felt in a long time. I felt unsafe, like there was someone two steps behind me, watching me no matter which way I turned. I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas last night, which, unless near one of the two obvious holidays is near in that movie, I usually only watch when i feel like crap. To say the least, I felt like crap. My nerves go out of whack when the stupid phone rings again. I wish i could relate to that song... I kept myself awake all night thinking about some of the most random things... Many of which i will not delve into at this moment. I just felt very lonely... which is bad. I shouldn't have to depend on the presence of others in times like that to feel safe or wanted or whatever the antecedent of those unpleasant feelings was. I've known for years that I can't depend on people to make me feel better, nad that becomes even harder to believe when you find a person who does make you feel better. I found it to be one of those more difficult than usual to just let him go do his thing yesterday because i knew damn well what i was going to feel like as soon as i opened the door, and going from a feeling of such life to so much numbness is mere seconds is something of a shock to say the least. Still recovering, i think. So if i know its coming, why can't i prevent it? Who actually knows...

At any rate, I did a handwriting analasys. How close did the lady get to describing me?

Regarding letter size... you clicked "Medium".

Because your writing is neither really large or small, then we know you are not as intense as those who write really small... nor are you as flighty as those on the other extreme. You fall into the middle-of-the-road on this character trait.



Slant reveals "emotional outlay".
(How you react emotionally to the situations with which you're faced.) And concerning the letter slant of your sample you chose "Variation slant from left to right in the same sentence".

This option indicates that you have trouble making decisions, and have unpredictable mood swings. And if you feel the least bit insecure, your first tendency is to withdraw into your shell. Once you've reached your decision, then you can be social and enjoy interaction with others.

Your life is often an emotional tug-of-war. You could be described as a "thermometer". Today, warm and friendly. Tomorrow, distant and cold... not wanting to be close to anyone.

Many folks with this writing slant experience health challenges that make focus, concentration, and steady moods difficult to attain (or maintain).

There is a simple way to change this characteristic trait... if you need help in this area of your life, then click the link at the bottom of this analysis.



The letter "o"... this is a very insightful letter. When you picked "Open at the top, with or without loops", that told me that you LOVE to talk.

You give your opinion on anything and everything. As a matter of fact, you volunteer your opinion even when it isn't asked for. Because you can't stop talking, people may refer to you as "motor-mouth".

If you're single, and considering matrimony... I suggest you look for someone who's rich, beautiful, and STONE DEAF. You'll make the perfect couple!



Excellent!

When I asked about the shape of the tops of the humps in the letters "m" and "n", you chose "Vary between rounded and pointed". Your represent the best of two types of reasoning styles: The "cumulative" and the "comprehensive". You can process information both in a cumulative/procedural fashion... and also in a comprehensive/fast manner.

The cumulative thinker likes to take the time to gather all the facts before forming a conclusion. On the other hand, the comprehensive thinker likes to see the big picture... without getting too deep into the details, and quickly form his/her conclusion.

Because you can process information in both a cumulative/procedural fashion... or in a comprehensive/fast manner, you can easily adapt to the situation at hand. If you're with a cumulative thinker, you can slow down and explain every detail. If you're talking to someone who only wants the bottom-line, you can speed up your thinking, and shorten your presentation.

This ability is critical to effective leadership.



This is an important trait!

When I asked you how high the t-bar is crossed on the stem of the letter "t", you chose "Midway up the stem". This tells me that you set goals that are realistic, practical, and obtainable. Also, that your self-esteem is good... but not so high as to make you over confident.

People that cross their "t's" in the upper middle are pragmatic and secure with themselves. You have the confidence necessary to make changes in your life that would improve your situation.

Keep growing and stretching!



When asked how the t-bar ends, you chose "Knife-point toward the right".

This tells me that you are a bit of a smart-ass. Sorry... the politically correct term is "sarcastic". This trait is usually exercised as a means of defending your ego. Sometimes your sarcasm comes out as a dry sense of humor. And expressed in this positive manner, people really enjoy it. But on the other hand, if you're at all insecure about yourself, your sarcasm can be directed at others... and be very hurtful. It's your call!



You told me that your t-bar is predominately located "Mostly right of the stem".

This stroke indicates a short fuse when you get upset. If all of your t-bars are on the right, I bet you have constant a problem with your temper. Let someone make a flippant remark about your outfit and they may end up getting clobbered!

I don't want to make you mad... but I bet you have lost more than one friend because of your quick temper. There's a fairly simple way to correct this... if you're interested, check the link at the end of your analysis.



Concerning your lower case t's, and in particular, the tilt of the t-bar.

You chose "Downward to right". You have a dominant "take control" personality... and you LIKE it. I hope you're not dating or married to someone who crosses their t's the same way!!



Concerning your y's and g's, you chose "Tail forms a "v" shape".

This trait generally signifies an aggressive tendency... but that doesn't have to be a negative. If it's channeled correctly, you can be assertive and have positive initiative... if not, the result of this trait could be violence. It's your choice!



Good for you! Concerning your y's and g's, you chose "Narrow... some loop".

This tells me that you're very selective about who you let into your inner circle. No one can accuse you of being easy to get to know intimately. This is OK... as long as it isn't taken too far.



When I asked you if the first letter of your signature was smaller than, or equal in size to the other letters, you indicated that it was.

This shows that you have a tendency to be modest and humble. You prefer to blend into the crowd... rather than stand out. This isn't necessarily a bad trait. However, ego is an important component of your self-image. So don't always take a back seat!.

People with larger capital letters in their signature tend to demand more attention and have a stronger sense of self-importance. There are times when this is appropriate and very important.