Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
these are the best days of our lives
the only thing that matters is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right

In the midst of my psychosis, i forgot to mention that i'm now 18. That was my moms mothers day present. Legal freedom from all of my stupidity. I don't feel any different. I'm now legally old enough to move out, smoke, vote, and buy porn. None of which i will be doing any time soon. Except maybe voting, which i'm vaguely considering. There is a level of change that comes with being 18. I don't feel it. I enjoyed my birthday, don't get me wrong. I got to go to work and spend time with some of my favorite people in the world. I got to go to youth group and spend time with some of my favorite people in the world, and then i got to go to wendys and spend time with some of my favorite people in the world. I got to spend time with my mom, who has lived through another cursed year of mommyhood and i commend her for managing to live through raising me.

i still feel like I did at 15 and 16 and 17.... but not 14... Yeah, nothings changes. Now I can say i'm legally old enough to do just about everything and they still won't let me into the movie theater b/c I look 12. Congratulations to me. I'll make it a good year or something.