I didn't really mean it when I said that everything was too perfect. I want it all to be perfect again. I didn't mean it when I said how tired I was of being fixed. I don't want to be broken anymore.

Tests of faith and changes suck more than anything in the world. This ... this is truly what heartbreak feels like. And I thought it was so hard when people wouldn't love me in the first place. Its way more painful when they don't love you anymore.

I won't ask for it to change. I just want to feel again.

On a brighter note...


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I have to go now.