Ever come across things you know that you are better off ignoring, explore anyway, find all the things you don't want to know about, and get really freaked out?

I do it all the time. I've got to stop looking for this shit.

Life putters on as it always does. You know, I hate jealousy. Its so irrational and strange. I hate to feel it, i hate to watch other people feel it. Mostly, I just hate to feel it.

Car's fixed somewhat. Maybe now I won't be dying from the fumes blowing in my face anymore.

Well, I really don't know what to say exactly. Just thought I'd let you know (?) that I"ll try to do the update thing on a more regular basis. If not, then thats what I chose to do. Not dead yet at any rate.

May you all have glorious days.